Thursday, May 10, 2012

TCAF my TCAF


It has taken me a couple days to settle my thoughts, excitement, and lingering hangover from the adventure that was this years TCAF. Being a part of it left me with some very strong emotions and thoughts, which I'd like to share. 
I had always considered myself a comics person, had put a lot of work online, mostly in massive comic tournaments on deviantart. 

Last year it was like discovering comics for the first time. I had stopped making things like I used to, and was really out of the loop when TCAF 2011 happened.  I really had no idea what was happening in the world of comics. I don't think I really understood what indie comics were. Scott Pilgrim was a big deal (it still is, but now I know there's a veritable slew of people making unique graphic novels). I entered 2011 with a really strong urge to become part of something, I guess. I didn't have anything to show at TCAF, but was really excited to be there. Even though I had lived in Toronto for a few years, I'd never been to the festival. I signed up to volunteer, and did it all weekend long. It was exhausting, fun, strange. I realized just how little I knew about this world that I had always counted myself a part of. I'm only starting to grasp names, books, catch up on reading now. The festival made me feel small because I saw that I was actually very far from my goal.


Volunteering is something that is important to me, a little way to give back to things that give to me, so I managed to squeeze in a few solid hours of box lifting Friday night. TCAF volunteers are a fantastic crew, friendly, hardworking, endlessly cheerful, and with more than a handful of hopeful cartoonists in amongst them as well. 

Thanks to the most excellent Wowee Zonk Team (Chris, Patrick and Ginette), I got to nab a table in the Small Press Showcase. I was next to the incredibly talented and hardworking Sabrina Scott, and was proudly flying a banner with my name on it, made by the formidable Laura Harte. The small press area was teeming with talent, from the haunting and erotic work of Lala Albert to the melancholy and human buildings of Ryan Dodgeson. It felt great to be in with such talent.

I think I approached being an exhibitor in a way I can be proud of. There was some very awkward thrusting of zines into unwanting hands last year, which I did not do this year. Having learned of so many amazing working artists who would be attending, I was seriously concerned that I would turn into a hideous gushing mess, but an uncharacteristic calm let me meet a lot of excellent people and have a couple normal human conversations without being too weird. Who knew? Though I met many awesome people (including a whole slew of awesome American game designers at 5 in the morning, geez!), it felt especially good to finally shake the hand of Anne Koyama, and to meet fellow Torontonians Zach Worton and Michael DeForge. What, you guys know my moniker? Damn! I must be doing something right.
For every comic here, there were ten I didn't grab.
I didn't get to meet half as many folk as I had hoped to. I had such a strong need to be at my table the whole time. Though there are so many international guests and guests from faraway parts of Canada, all of whom may not return for years if ever, I really wanted to stay where I was. Yeah, I wanted to get Meat&Bone post cards into people's hands, but the conversations I was having, the high of interaction, it so hard to walk away from. I met some seriously awesome people who had great things to say about my work. However, I was ecstatic to meet Meredith Gran at the TCAF launch party, and by sheer luck chat with Ryan Sands. I made sure to say hi to Kate Leth and Kevin Czapiewski (and I kinda cleared out his table, darn there was some good stuff!), and the most adorable Hamletmachine.

A highlight for me was my visit to the Doug Wright Awards. A few friends bemoaned the ceremony as stuffy and corny, but I loved it. There were mistakes, it was casual, yes and cheesy, but it was so honest and endearing and maybe quite Canadian, that I am so glad I went. It seems like awards big and small have the same funny hang ups. When I was doing tournaments, there was always an unpredictable mix of humour, talent and...I don't know, is there an umami for comics? Some hard to place quality between popularity and the support of the community? that tilts the scale so that a trophy is awarded. Even just watching from the sidelines, I felt wrapped up in what the nominees might be feeling. Even if it's silly at times, this is our award. I feel that it's impossible not to appreciate that.

Ironically, it was an American who made me aware of the Doug Wright awards. Before Dustin Harbin's mini comic from the last DWA, I hadn't heard of them. I had lived under some kind of rock. It was wonderful to hear him speak with such courtesy when presenting the Spotlight Award (also? the voice he has is nothing like what I imagine from his journal comics). He is kinda a walking comics legend in my eyes, and i read his blog posts voraciously.
Thank you Arturo for the photo!

Meeting new people is great, and makes me feel like I'm making something of myself (and making friends! Hello, friends), but TCAF also presents an opportunity to spend a great, meaningful amount of time with old friends. Tabling with Sabrina was a delight. Big thanks to Mathew Kumar for dragging me around to some kind of karaoke madness after the TCAFete! Hanging out with Jason Bradshaw at the closing party was excellent, and I'm looking forward to tucking into his latest 'Boredom Pays' tonight. I also want to give an extra hearty shout out to Matt Demers, who wrote a piece for the Torontoist about new talent at TCAF, and included me and my pink skull Wenceslas in the roster.
You can read that article HERE.

Now I am filled with passion and drive, and will go and make something. If not of myself, then of some paper!

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

TCAF


Hello friends!
Heads up, I'm going to the at the very amazing Toronto Comic Arts Festival this year. I've got a spot in the small press showcase (see floor plan below), run by fellow OCAD-grads Wowee Zonk (Chris, Patrick and Ginette). I'm very excited since I love this festival very much. Last year I was volunteering, and this year I'm tabling, and it feels pretty darn good.
As well as selling my sexy zine "Dangerous Cooking" and the more all ages friendly "Day of the Gib Cats" (which DOES have drinking in it, I guess? They're cats, man! They do crazy things), I'm really hoping to draw some attention to my new web comic, "MEAT&BONE". I'll be giving away postcards and answering questions. 
By popular demand, the bicycle print series will also return! A great mothers day gift, or art in celebration of cycling for your home.

And of course, there's a list as long as my arm of people I'm dying to meet! New friends, great inspirations, here I come.

I hope you'll come and find me!